|I feel like I've been neglecting this thing but that's only because I've been neglecting this thing
||[Oct. 3rd, 2007|04:51 pm]
These are my tombs painted black and blue
What's there to say? I could talk about my new an ultra shitty job, but I'd rather not. I could talk about my social life, but I'd rather not. I could talk about my family, but I'd rather not. I could talk about my living situation, but I'd rather not.|
Nothing seems to be going positively for me, and yet I feel wonderful. I feel better than I have in years. Why is that? Mostly because I've stopped associating with every last person that I've deemed a spiritual vampire, for lack of a better term. I hate it when people say that they've given up on so and so, partially due to the fact that quite a few have given up on me, but I've finally started building some important boundaries and have been surrounding myself only with positive influences. It's done wonders for my general outlook and feelings on life.
In retrospect I should have done so years ago. All of that time spent ignoring what was right in front of my face and hoping that things would magically correct themselves could have been put to much better use. Though my life is extremely humble and not worth noting at the moment, I feel as though maybe I deserve more than I've been getting, and the only thing stopping me from getting it all is me. If that's the case then you better watch the fuck out, because here I come.
I don't know. This sounds stupid to me and reads like utter shit, but that's how it goes some times.